January 30, 2005

OK -- yeah, I kinda suck at this

I should be better -- I really should. Almost daily I have ideas about stuff I should write...but clearly, I don't. Hell, I doubt anyone even reads this but who knows. Maybe I'll be better.

It's Sunday night -- I am headed to Buffalo tomorrow (yea, stop being jealous because I know you are). I've just spent the last hour searching for anyone and everyone I might possibly know on Friendster.com. I found a few people including Seth -- I hope he actually checks in and writes back. Seth was my best friend in the 8th grade and I guess we were kind of boyfriend and girlfriend in that way that you were when you were 13 in 1987. We spent all of our time together, we talked on the phone for hours a night -- we went on 1 date and he kissed me the night we graduated from the 8th grade. And then we were both so weirded out that we never did that again. Sometimes I really wonder where all of the people go that were once the most important parts of my life...maybe it's just a lesson that I need to learn to cherish the people that are here now because they are all here for a reason...so if you're reading and you're in my life...thank you :) Don't nobody go nowhere!